I don’t know where I have been
I ain’t sure what I’ve taken
I think they gave me bad, bad medicine
I speak color, I see stars
I hear noises in the dark
I think this time went too far
‘Cause I feel good, but I don’t know what I’m on
It makes me want to kill myself for fun
I’m up in the clouds, and I’m coming down at the speed of sound
I’m thinking about how it’s over now, ’cause in a second I’ll be flat on the ground
And I wave goodbye to being alive, ‘cause I got messed up in the head
Now I’m sick of this scene, and I’m dying to see what it’s like to be dead
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Schizo-friends made me hurt myself
Told me I’m going straight to Hell
I know their voices all too well
Count the nurses: 1, 2, 3
Take the skin right off of me
Because I find it hard to breathe
‘Cause I feel good, but I don’t know what I’m on
It makes me want to kill myself for fun
I’m up in the clouds, and I’m coming down at the speed of sound
I’m thinking about how it’s over now, ’cause in a second I’ll be flat on the ground
And I wave goodbye to being alive, ‘cause I got messed up in the head
Now I’m sick of this scene, and I’m dying to see what it’s like to be dead
credits
from Secretcoyote,
released July 7, 2020
// Sexy Coyote //
Connor Gehlert: guitar
Kamen Ross: vocals, keys, flute
Written by Kamen Ross
Performed by members of Sexy Coyote
Mixed and mastered by Connor Gehlert