Too freaked out living in my head
So I trade my feelings for a bottle of meds
I confess to a doctor, ‘cause I can’t see a priest
Because I don’t like Jesus, and he don’t like me (oh no)
I try to hunt the creeps pounding in my brain
Got a fancy prescription to keep me sane
Quarantine my thoughts, keep them on red-alert
Kill the parts of myself that can feel the hurt
Stop, I hate it
Just give me something for the pain, can’t take it
Don’t want to feel, I wanna be sedated
And all the TV doctors say, “Honey, you’ll be OK if you take this once a day”
The emptiness they gave me is hard to fill
So I lose myself in a packet of pills
Down ‘em all, tell myself that I’ll wake up alive
But it doesn’t work out for 1-in-25
Stop, I hate it
Just give me something for the pain, can’t take it
Don’t want to feel, I wanna be sedated
And all the TV doctors say, “Honey, you’ll be OK if you take this once a day”
Can’t stop me
Stop, I hate it
Just give me something for the pain, can’t take it
Don’t want to feel, I wanna be sedated
And all the TV doctors say, “Honey, you’ll be OK if you take this once a day”
credits
from Secretcoyote,
released July 7, 2020
// Sexy Coyote //